When Mary came where Jesus was and saw him, she knelt at his feet and said to him, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.”
When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who came with her also weeping, he was greatly disturbed in spirit and deeply moved. He said, “Where have you laid him?” They said to him, “Lord, come and see.” Jesus began to weep. So the Jews said, “See how he loved him!” But some of them said, “Could not he who opened the eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?”
Then Jesus, again greatly disturbed, came to the tomb. It was a cave, and a stone was lying against it. Jesus said, “Take away the stone.” Martha, the sister of the dead man, said to him, “Lord, already there is a stench because he has been dead four days.” Jesus said to her, “Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?” So they took away the stone. And Jesus looked upward and said, “Father, I thank you for having heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I have said this for the sake of the crowd standing here, so that they may believe that you sent me.” When he had said this, he cried with a loud voice, “Lazarus, come out!” The dead man came out, his hands and feet bound with strips of cloth, and his face wrapped in a cloth. Jesus said to them, “Unbind him, and let him go.”
One of the most annoying things about this life of ours is that two seemingly mutually exclusive things can still be true at the same time. We have a great example of that annoying reality right here in today’s Gospel. First we have the truth… the full on, genuine truth, that death is NOT more powerful than God! That is truth. Lazarus is raised, unbound, and let go! The OTHER truth, which is just as fully true, is that death still happens! Lazarus died and stayed that way for four days which is the Bible’s way of telling us he wasn’t just faking it. So, God is more powerful than death AND death still happens. UGH! I hate it!
We find the same super annoying phenomenon of two seemingly mutually exclusive things being true at the same time happening here in our world THIS WEEK! The first truth is that the same God who has conquered death… THAT is OUR God… so no matter what happens this week with this election, how it is contested, what violence might ensue, or what the future of our country might be... NO MATTER WHAT… THAT God who has claimed each of us in Baptism with unconditional and irreversible love… THAT God will always be with us, through anything and everything, and in the end… THAT God will raise each of us from death into new life.
So that’s the first truth we have to hold onto this week. The God who is stronger than death is OUR God. However, AT THE SAME TIME, we are all experiencing another full on, genuine truth, which is that we are all currently living with a mountain of very real, and absolutely understandable, overwhelming anxiety. It is the anxiety of facing the possible election of a man who invited a comedian to open his rally in Madison Square Garden last Sunday by saying that Puerto Rico is “a floating island of garbage in the middle of the ocean” and joked about Black people carving watermelons instead of pumpkins for Halloween! Other speakers at that rally insulted Latinos generally, Black Americans, Palestinians, and Jews. Then, as if that were not enough already, Trump’s advisor Stephen Miller claimed that “America is for Americans and Americans only” which directly echoed the statement of Adolf Hitler that "Germany is for Germans and Germans only.”
Both God being more powerful than death AND our collective election anxiety are VERY real truths AND we are all having trouble holding them together today. God’s unflinching love and Gods unwavering presence in our lives on the one hand. Genuine racist, Nazi rhetoric from a presidential candidate in the other. I know that I for one, am having just as much trouble holding together those life and death truths that face US this week, as Mary and Martha must have had holding together the life and death truths that they faced in this Gospel story! It is so hard in fact, that I feel like I might just explode at any second! Does that just about cover it for you? I thought it might.
So how do we make it through a week like we have coming up? How, in any situation, do you hold two radically different truths together at the same time? Maybe, on All Saints Sunday, we need to look to the couple of Saints in this story who did that same impossible task. So, how did Mary and Martha manage it? Well, they yelled at Jesus. They wept. They gathered with others from their community... they openly and angrily questioned WHY it had to be like this, freely expressed their utter disbelief that it could possibly get better, and finally there was some prayer.
Mary and Martha have given us Biblical permission to do any and all of that ourselves as we face anything in life that demands we hold things together that just shouldn’t go together. We too can yell at God! We too can gather and weep and openly question how we could have possibly gotten to this place and time. We can voice our disbelief that we can ever move past this self destructive and horrifying time, and we can pray.
NONE of what Mary and Martha did stopped Lazarus from dying and for us, NONE OF THAT will stop this week from being what it will be. BUT it does give us permission to walk into the week ahead fully expressing and loudly sharing ALL of the emotions we will feel. It reminds us that we have every right (and Biblical permission even) to yell at God at the top of our lungs about this time and these truths we are facing and say, “THEY STINKETH!” They full on, dead four days in the desert heat, STINKETH!
It also reminds us that we should not try to do these sorts of weeks alone. Not taking out our anxiety ON one another but feeling free to share exactly how we feel WITH one another. Our emotions and feelings are a gift from God. It is healthy to share the entirety of that gift in the week to come, with one another. Sharing THAT truth will help give each of us room to continue to also hold the OTHER completely genuine and immutable truth of this moment… that somehow, in some way... a way that seems impossible to even imagine right now... particularly hard to imagine for those so demonized in this campaign… but SOMEHOW God WILL call out to us in our present darkness and God’s call WILL unbind us from all the stinking bonds we've been bound in for way too long... slavery, genocide, hatred, racism, misogyny, fascism, trans and homophobia, lies, deceptions and evil. And with God's Call, WE WILL COME OUT and WE WILL LIVE AGAIN in the light! Amen.